I had moved north seeking a better life for my wife and family, and from the world’s point of view I had it all…But I was empty inside, hopeless! The more I had, the more I bought, the more I saw, the more I did, the less fulfilled I became. In the fall of 1989 I sat in my new boat on a local lake so desperate that I had actually planned to step off the edge of the boat. That morning I heard a song