It’s okay to start again
It is okay to start again. There is no shame in plans not working out quite right and not hitting the mark on your first, second, or any shot. There is no shame ever in trying.
Was this day the day you started over? And maybe right now, you are like, "I'm not sure if I can do it."
You can do it.
God changes us all the time. Look from where you've been before to where you are now. Even the desire for change is God's work. We see God change folks all the time in the Bible. People went from the depths of despair, loss, and sinful ways to fully follow Jesus with the utmost devotion.
Even when all you feel is you and the goal, the plan the end result seems so far away, God is still near. He's close as your breath. When you and I think we can't go, another step-God is there. When temptation says, "Stop. This is too much for me."- God's got you. And even when you do stop, God stops with you, AND He will help you go again. My friend, if your “start over” is even right this minute, God's got you.
"See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland." ~Isaiah 43:19